Monthly Archives: January 2014
I have a great need for having a supply of Xanax in my life. I know that it helps me a lot when it comes to functioning in social settings. I am a person with a personality type that is prone to excessive bouts of anxiety. I am not sure what all sorts of anxiety issues I have, but I know that they are immense. That is why I would like to try to get xanax in the near future, because I really think that it could help me to deal with my life better, and to be a more productive person in general.
The reason that I know Xanax helps me out a lot, is that when I was younger, and getting my driver’s license, I used it to help to pass the driving test. The first two times I took the test, I failed the test, mostly due to the fact that I was paralyzed by anxiety while driving. One of the instructors noticed my extreme degree of anxiety, and pretty much failed me just on the basis of my visible discomfort with the situation; she said that she did not feel comfortable letting a person as nervous as I was behind a wheel. I guess that I can see her point of view, but it did not seem a very compassionate thing to say at the time.
Anyway, one of my friends gave me half of a Xanax pill before I tried to take the driver’s license test for the third time, and this time, I did not have any problems during the test. I passed the test without making any mistakes, and did not appear to be that nervous. Basically, I would say that taking that pill is the reason I was able to get my license.
Mom told me from the time of my first boyfriend who went on to hold hands with another girl in kindergarten that sometimes you just need to move on. I heard the other things too such as not crying over spilled milk, and water under the bridge. I got the metaphors, but they really did not solve anything in a practical manner. Now that I have an ex that I can’t stop thinking about, I want to know how to get him back.
It was me who pushed him away. I was scared because he got really serious. I have a history of having boyfriends who have made promises to me who ended up getting cold feet or just outright changing their minds. Now I get a guy who is wonderful, and he tells me he loves me and means it. I could not process that right away. He was ready to move ahead toward marriage, and I was still stuck on the part that he really does love me.
That was when I started playing the “what if” game.
Of course Junior has a pretty bad history of speeding already. He has a 1969 Camaro super sport with a 350 cubic inch engine and a 650 cfm Holley carburetor. Of course it used to be my car and I got my share of tickets when I was driving it. In fact I am tempted to take it back and let him drive the Volvo right now. Of course now he is looking to find a reasonably priced virginia lawyer for reckless driving and speeding. Of course the reckless driving part has to do with stomping on the gas right in front of a tiny highway patrol station in this little bitty town that he was going through. I am sure that one of his buddies dared him to do it or something.
I knew that I needed caffeine for a while, or I would not be able to function in the morning. I was glad that I was able to take something for energy and it was not a strong drug. There are a lot of people that do not know what to take and they end up taking pills for energy and I did not want that. I used caffeine from coffee and I liked the way that one cup made me feel. I had pure natural cleanser that was given to me from my friend to help me kick the habit and when I took it I was really in bad shape, I had such a headache, I did not know what I was going to be facing but when the headaches happened, I was in a whole world of hurt. There were a lot of people that did not understand what was pain until they felt that withdrawal headache.
I told my friend that gave me the cleanse that I had a bad headache and that I was shaky and she told me it was because I was going through the drug withdrawal. I did not see another way of kicking the habit but she told me that I would be that way for a few days. I knew that it was going to be worth it in the end and I was so glad that I was able to get rid of the addiction with what she gave me. There are a lot of people that would have given up because of the feelings and pain that they had. I wanted to make sure that I could actually spend some time in quiet while going through this process so my mom took the kids for the weekend and it was perfect.